Tired but sweet memory~~! Sambutan Hari Malaysia dan HAri Kemerdekaan

Wow....10 days were passing so fast, started from last Tuesday (6 Sept), we went to Presint 17,  Putrajaya and stay there...by bus..hahaha...half n hour journey, we finally reach there.First of all, we need to carry our heavier luggage to hall to register by campus. Then, we had to bring our heavy luggage n climb up to 11th floor cause the lift was flood by all the student and we lazy to take turn so we juz climb up stairs ourself..(damn tired..haiz..) Finally, after we finish carrying our luggage, we have to start to clean up our room cause it is very dusty.( last year experience, so this time got bring mop and broom..hahha (^w^)V ) After cleaning up the room, we went down to dewan makan to have our lunch.hhhaha..n we are having our rest until night....On the night, we had gather at the dewan terbuka/ carpark to have the first meeting and we need to build a group ourself...50 person in a group..hohoho..
2nd day, we wake up at around 5am as we need to have our breakfast at 5.30am n we will go to dataran merdeka at 6am , WOW.the siren and bangun..bangun..bangun by Encik Balak wake us up in the earlier morning, i like him so much cause he is very kind. i m so shocked when I saw our stage..After waiting our my group member reach dataran, we waited the command from MIB n go up to the stage.at first our group r D4 but then change to A2(from the below change to the highest ) hahah..Actually, i luve my team so much although we come from different campus but i feel that we r one family,,hahaa..While we have some practice on how to change the shirt to show different n formed word.haha (enjoy so much )..(*I like our conductor so much- Abang Azad..heheh.he is cool, kind n smart..wahhaahaa.. ^o^)

Haha,...I love go out with Crystin Tan...hahaha

2day was a relaxing day...cause i go out wif my best friends, Lili...
First we having our lunch at MCDonald then we go to sunway..haha
After that, we got ot GSC n watch Zoo Keeper at 7.10pm but before that we go to window shopping n meet Seow Hoay there,,hahah,,,that little girl not change oso....still the same but becoame more beautiful d..n lili,..become more taller n more prettier lol..hhaaha.
We 2gether  hv our dinner at 600cc...damn full lol..n yummy,.haha
.After that, we go to watch the movie
 The movie damn funny ...... i strongly suggested go to watch this movie,.hhaha...\
Thank You, Lili so much...haha.. Luv u...(^W^)v

Alone....Loner?

Dun know what r the reason, i fell very emo after wake up.....

maybe is the dream...or i realize n finally comfirm already....

i m juz  a loner although i hv many friends around..(not include my friends in butterworth n esther, min, n pui yee)

i truely tired d..tired to communicate wif my friends, tired to get know what they are doing n they willl doing, 

i dun know my feeling actually, i know that i will always show my fortitude n smile then say nevermind when i m alone or in trouble but actually i need someone who will always accompany me and heard my true feeling...

A meaningful day for me~~!!

Why I say was meaningful day?

First, 2day is a sunny day,..en..I meant this morning.

Second,we had follow one NGO group name Tzu Chi and visit the old folk. my friends and I went to Hulu Selangor to visit some old folk that live in kampung,because they are having leprosy or in malay is called kusta. This disease will cause their skin and muscle eaten by some virus.

Some of their son and daughter leave them at there as they scared this disease will infect them, but some of the old folk even did not have son and daughter as they were sent to that hospital since they are very small. 

We went to visit are the old folk and tried to talk with them to show that they are not be abandoned.

Some of them fell very sad and depressed when they told their story to us, how long they stay there already  and the reason why they staying here, i felt very sad also and pity to them. Some old folk are very luckily because they still have their relative to visit them in weekend. Some of them just sit there silently as they cannot talk already, the diseases had make it voiceless, some of them lost their leg, their fingers, hand or even the organ on their face.

 This time visit had remind me that the importance the love between parent and children,

the true heart to take care the old folk, and the everyday is a sunny day, a new hope. I also learnt how to communicate with the old folk and comfort them. I realize that we have to take care of everyone and dun be selfish, We are very lucky if compare to them. we should appreciate what we have and enjoy now! so , Stop Complaint this, complaint that..

 

Thirdly, we went to Thian Hou Temple which are near the MIdValley, we go there to pray and visit that place. I love there so much because i fell comfortable at there. The breeze are very  nice. hehe..

My friends: Fiona Kong, Ooi Der Jun ( Der Chiau brother), Der Chiau, Neko Fen and Theng.

This want is Ooi Der Chiau...hahaa....

One of View of Temple Thean Hou 

The cute and charming girl is Fiona,.

My friends and I, The last want whom wearing white and green T-shirt is me..haha... Thanks Der Jun to become our camera men...ahah.

Three crazy monkey + 2 normal monkey = hahha.. laughing when I was saeing this picture.

  haha... cute rabbit and  Der Jun.hehe

Fiona..hehe. was sitting on a buffalo...haha...juz like a chinese story: 牛郎和织女。。hreheh.. 

i was wondering whi is the 牛郎。哈哈

 Theng and "yue lao"..haha

wow...Theng and Fiona where r u looking at?

qi xiao theng~!! XP

photo taking infront of the temple..nice pose everyone~~!! 

haha....this is the most best shot taken by a tourist , Miss, thank you so much to help us..hehe...haha....

So, i ended my story here. Thank You so much Der Jun to become our driver and cameraman..haha

Guys, hope that er can go out together again..hehe

hhaah.....one week pass already

YES~~!JUz leave 19 days to go back to hometown..hahaaha

so happy eveytime i count down the days ..hehe...very happy..

But

This mean my assigment oso need to pass up d...OMG~!! I not yet finished yet... 

I dun wan my holiday packed wif the assigment.haha

应该如何这么做？

该生气还是只是当作没发生事情 ，
答应了我，有 放我飞机，而且道歉也没说 一声，
我很想 大声的对你说“你够了 ~~！！！
'但有怕你这个 死三八到出 乱乱将我坏话，
assigment 的 题目是 碰巧还是 什么。。我不清楚。。
为何我和我的group member 要常常让你们。。。好火大当谈到这些事，
你最好跟我自我反省，不要太过分，小心我迟早有一天 ‘括’ 你 一把掌。。。。

如果。。。

如果这世界上有时光机，

那我会这么做呢？

我会毫不犹豫地说我会回到过去，回到还没认识你的时候，然后在那儿我会对我的另一个自己说，不要想得太多，累了吧，就哭吧，放弃吧，忘了吧，不要去了吧。。。

我也会去到未来，去看看以后的路是怎样走的。。。

我是否已忘了你。。。

是否能像别人一样能快快乐乐的生活，

原来我早就习惯一个人生活，

已经是好久好久的事了，

孤独，被人不了解一不是第一次了，为何有时当一个人是好会偷偷的掉泪。。。

我是不是应该放弃这段记忆，好想遗忘我自己是，然后能静静的沉睡，

但我爸爸妈妈会怎样呢。。想到这儿我就眼湿了。

原来我还有家庭！～

爸妈，我爱你们～～

向日葵背后的故事-(*不是蜡笔小新的妹妹哦).

众说皆知,向日葵总是面对着阳光,

所以人人常用向日葵来形容场面带笑容和阳光的人,

向日葵,

无论遇到晴天或雨天都会面向灿烂阳光的一面总为了周围经过的人而努力的带来阳光的气息，

就像叫周围或经过的人不要放弃，明天会更好的，打气精神来吧~~！

向日葵,

无论遇到什么困难,心痛的事都好像无所谓，

总是开开朗朗的，面挂笑容的开朗派，

明天会更好。。

因他们不要人们或周围的人伤心或失落，

向日葵,

会寻找阳光的踪影，无论何时也会绽开它的花瓣，让蝴蝶仙女和蜜蜂仙子们能在它那儿修息，

向日葵，

常为身边或路过的人着想，常带正面的能量，

那又有谁能猜透向日葵正真的心情呢?

人们，不要忘记了，

有晴朗的一面，当然会有悲伤的一面，

面对阳光的向日葵，背对的而是我们看不见的悲伤，和 失落，

向日葵，

常隐藏自己的悲伤和痛苦，

常用笑容和开朗的笑声来掩盖自己的痛苦失落的一面，

他们是没有动想要陷害或伤害你们，

他们不想被拆透是因为他们不想人们了解自己的心情，了解正真的自己，

害怕再次被信任的人伤害而再次的在绝望中挣扎而已，

向日葵，

只是多么希望至少有一个能了它的人，

但又不想真真的了解自己，

是不是很矛盾？

有可能是习惯了吧，

痛也无说谓，身上到处是伤也无所谓，

应为已经习惯一句话了，，习惯了，无所谓。。。

一个人痛苦的哭过后，

在人的面前有是一个开开心心，面带笑容的人。。

蛋里的小女孩上。

A busy week for me....haiz.....

HAiz.....stay in KL almost 1 month d....Damn boring here cause nothing to do n no place for me to walk...*need to save budget*...haiz....Dun know why I feel very tired recently,sleep already oso feel tired....

THe most angry things is happend last Friday,I forget my water bottle n left in at my school hall,then when the other day i went  back to find my bottle..it disappeared already.....IISSHH~~~SWT~~ 

Haiz.....Miss home do much.....No holidays for us this month..means..I cannot go back to hometown n meet my family..I have to wait until August holiday,,,,OMG~~~ Sometime i will envy my friends that can go back to their house but if compare wif me,i think the Sabah n Sarawakian miss their hometown more than me...

Feel very very lonely at here......No best friends to share my feelings....no person to *sampat* wif me...wuwuww..Always staying at hostel n on9ing,,tired...Sometime i think that am I was to weird or ... ,i always feel lonely n lonely....Feel very exhausted already to hang my smile on my face,Exhausted to act infront of everyone.....Sometime i think back, which is the true me.....Feel very confused always....

A weird think always come across my mind.... I feel that  I was drown in water,lake or sea oe swimming pool..but i dun now why,... I know myself getting weirder n weirder.....Hope that i can left this world ..haiz..

HI....Friends ..Long time no see...

First of all,I want to say,,i miss my friends so much in Penang..my buddies,my best friends n of course the person that i miss the most is my family,almost 1 month d i come back to KL to study,..SOo boring at here..haiz,

母亲节。。

天下的妈妈都是一样的。。哦。天下的妈妈都是一样的。。
不管风吹雨打，不管。。。
我的妈妈从来不放假。。
。。
我爱您，妈咪。。
 谢谢您的养育之恩，我不知如何来报答，
我会好好的,
我不会让您操心的，哈哈。。放心吧。。

爱您。
我的守护天使，我的妈咪。。

Me is juz me....

Ya...same as my title,me is juz me...
why i living here?
until now i oso confusing..but the  only thing i know is i now still living isbecause my family..
i cannot still alive without my family...i cannot make my family worried n sad because of me..
if one day my family are passed away,i think i will sucide myself as i will fell lonely without my family....
I got 2 wishes...
1.my family will always safe n healty
2.i will find the reasoins why i come to this world..
3.I hope that i got amazing power that can  acrooss the world to go to the other world to travel to find the reasons n the other me..
OK ..THATS FOR ME 2NIGHT..GOODNIGHT...(^W^)

New life in my kampus

This was the second semester in IPGM kampus Pendidikan Teknik,means that I had spend almost 10 months at here.

This photo taken at night,from my hostel.Quiet a nice scene right?Haha

This was my school field and astaka..Taken from my classroom.ehehe....Quiet boring at class.haha..Feel bored socaptured this photo.

Rain heavily..SO scary..Faster~~Rush back to keep ur clothes..haha..

This 2 guys are my good sister(best friens).ONe of them are my dearest roomate..HAha..go outing..Yeah~~

The buildings behind the tree is dewan kuliah,we used for our meeting.

A sunny day...2day weather nice to wash clothes.

This photo taken from my hostel block B.The buildings are block a and block c.There were the boys' hostel.

The moon is so bright 2night.Very beutiful...

The pathway go to Narnia?Just kiding...This was the corridor that pass through to canteen,HEP,dataran muafakat ,classroom,hall.

this buliding is under Jabatan ERT,the place where RBT students cook and sew.

Both are them are my best friends,Their name are Esther and Min.They are nice person.LIke them so much.heheh

They went back to hostel after pass up the assigment.haha..I secretly take their photo..I hope they didn't get angry after see this picture..hehe

  While,these are one part from my kampus life.Next time, I think I will introduce my friends n my coursemate.haha




Bye~HappY Go luCky..

sorry..My friends;;;

2day was my secondary school's canteen day.As I now at KL,I didn go back because i had things to do...I didn keep the promise..Sorry..(T3T)

Gotong Royong..hahaha..

12 April, my campus had 'gotong royong' activies,all the person who live in hostel were take part in this activities..We all were playing more than cleaning hahaha...but i truely love my friends very much....hehe..

There all are my friends,haha..MIng,Vino,Thuma,Agnes..N so on...
        After Gotong Royong,we have enjoyed our free meal in our kafeteria..Friend mihun n ice water ,.

these photos were took after the gotong royong

 Got 3 little cute girl were inside this photo,one of them is my senior,the other want is my course mate n the other wan is TESL student,can u guess whom are them?

 While,the other side,is George n Min.Both are them are juz friend...N George girl's friends was sit at opposite,can u all guess who are she...?(TIps..she is fair n very cute..like a little child..)

 The people inside this photo were my coursemate...They are always crazy n ...(All of them are funny n cute person.)hehee...RBT Power..I LUv all  ~~GAnbateh....hahah

Cooking Class...or Cooking Exam....

My Classmate...Cooking EXAM..(Sidang pagi)

14 April 2011,My Class RBT2 N I had a cooking exam....
Although the exam was very hard,I hope that we all can pass it...hahah
We all really very enjoyed the cooking class...
This photo taken by my friends,Min n took after we finished our exam.n that time the lecturers were tasting our food.hehehe ..Dun Know how they fell about my cake..hahah.

I hope that i can pass my exam..hehehe...(^0^)//

守护精灵在哪？

每个人的身边 都有 守护精灵，
我们自己看不见，
但他会一直默默的守护着脆弱的你..
你开心，他也会开心。。。
你伤心他会替你难过，你伪装，他会对真实的你掉泪。。

Myself~

I dun know which part i need to started this part...
Actually,i dun know who  i am really...