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Monday, 11 July 2011

A busy week for me....haiz.....

HAiz.....stay in KL almost 1 month d....Damn boring here cause nothing to do n no place for me to walk...*need to save budget*...haiz....Dun know why I feel very tired recently,sleep already oso feel tired....

THe most angry things is happend last Friday,I forget my water bottle n left in at my school hall,then when the other day i went  back to find my bottle..it disappeared already.....IISSHH~~~SWT~~ 

Haiz.....Miss home do much.....No holidays for us this month..means..I cannot go back to hometown n meet my family..I have to wait until August holiday,,,,OMG~~~ Sometime i will envy my friends that can go back to their house but if compare wif me,i think the Sabah n Sarawakian miss their hometown more than me...

Feel very very lonely at here......No best friends to share my feelings....no person to *sampat* wif me...wuwuww..Always staying at hostel n on9ing,,tired...Sometime i think that am I was to weird or ... ,i always feel lonely n lonely....Feel very exhausted already to hang my smile on my face,Exhausted to act infront of everyone.....Sometime i think back, which is the true me.....Feel very confused always....
A weird think always come across my mind.... I feel that  I was drown in water,lake or sea oe swimming pool..but i dun now why,... I know myself getting weirder n weirder.....Hope that i can left this world ..haiz..

2 comments:

  1. ♥Anything feel free to tell me, im always here for you my friend
    ♥Please live well, waiting you to hangout one more time
    ♥Remember, give me a call when you are back

    =小莉上=

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  2. 小莉,so miss u ,...(T3T).....*wuwuwuuwu\
    very stress here,n dun know y when i wan to cry,my tears cannot come out,,,,do uncomfortable n...

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