Me is juz me....

Ya...same as my title,me is juz me...
why i living here?
until now i oso confusing..but the  only thing i know is i now still living isbecause my family..
i cannot still alive without my family...i cannot make my family worried n sad because of me..
if one day my family are passed away,i think i will sucide myself as i will fell lonely without my family....
I got 2 wishes...
1.my family will always safe n healty
2.i will find the reasoins why i come to this world..
3.I hope that i got amazing power that can  acrooss the world to go to the other world to travel to find the reasons n the other me..
OK ..THATS FOR ME 2NIGHT..GOODNIGHT...(^W^)