Alone....Loner?

Dun know what r the reason, i fell very emo after wake up.....

maybe is the dream...or i realize n finally comfirm already....

i m juz  a loner although i hv many friends around..(not include my friends in butterworth n esther, min, n pui yee)

i truely tired d..tired to communicate wif my friends, tired to get know what they are doing n they willl doing, 

i dun know my feeling actually, i know that i will always show my fortitude n smile then say nevermind when i m alone or in trouble but actually i need someone who will always accompany me and heard my true feeling...